Vicky Pattison “cried for 3 hours straight” over her nervousness about Strictly Come Dancing.
The previous Geordie Shore star is about to compete on the upcoming sequence of the BBC Latin and ballroom contest however revealed she had sought assist from This Morning psychologists Nick and Eva Speakman to deal with the stress she was feeling amid rehearsals.
Talking to Angela Scanlon on the Get a Grip podcast, she stated: “I went again to remedy, however I just about cried for 3 hours straight.
“Therapists are nice, like, I have been tremendous sincere. I’m going and see the Speakmans.
“It began off like, why I am so careworn about Strictly. They at all times discover, like, the straightforward manner in.”
The pair inspired Vicky to participate in an train addressing her plans for the present.
She stated: “And I wrote, like, all of the the reason why I used to be doing Strictly.
They write them down on a board for me and I sat, it was tremendous illuminating.”
The 37-year-old star defined she had obtained so anxious as a result of she has hopes that competing on Strictly will open doorways to new alternatives for her life and profession.
She cried as she stated: “I used to be like, I need to show to folks that I can do it, and that I am greater than identical to a actuality TV star.
“And I need to be a TV presenter ultimately and I believe this can be a nice step.
“I need to make my household proud. They like it. I need to have, you recognize, a pleasant dwelling, monetary safety.
“I believe this may very well be a step to that.
“And I need to go on good holidays. And I spoke about all of it and wrote all down, and I used to be like, I simply need to show I can do it.”
However Angela famous Vicky was describing issues she has already achieved.
She replied: “Nevertheless it’s all about the way you see your self, is not it.
“Subsequently, they labored all by way of the listing, and [were] like, “Your loved ones are proud, and you have to have all of it”.
“What boiled all of it all the way down to mate, was simply, was like, I’m nonetheless simply making an attempt to f***ing change the opinions of people that won’t ever like me, who’re satisfied I am nothing however that woman from Geordie Shore.
“[Who think] I am by no means going to be any higher, and I am losing my life mate. I am losing me time making an attempt to pander at these folks.”
